Lately I've been feeling pretty happy. It's unusual for me especially over the last few years filled with being laid off, selling my house and moving. I'm finally over that "new hire" hump where I feel like people finally know me, my hard work to build a network has paid off. I made it through another scary period of lay-offs and I know it could always happen sometime in the future, but I think I'm "safe" for now.
I enrolled in a bootcamp that is kicking my ass, but I can't believe the stuff I'm able to do. My energy level is up and oddly enough I've been in a really good mood lately. It's weird.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Light Sleep
I never thought I was a light sleeper until I moved to my current apartment. It seems I got used to owning a home and used to not having neighbors right on the other side of the wall or "city" noises.
I know I've complained in the past about the loud banging noise in my bedroom. Yes, it still happens. I've given up trying to record it and frankly, as I've said I doubt seriously the management would do anything about it even if they could "hear it". HA!
Recently, since my world became a frozen tundra, I've heard this awful noise outside a few times a week that I thought was trash men. No idea why I thought it was the trash men other than the vehicle makes that awful back-up beep-beep noise. The other night, it was like 2am and that stupid beep-beep noise was going on and on and on - for flipping ever! I was laying there thinking we don't have that many dumpsters! So I finally got up and looked out the window...no it's not the trash men. It is the 2am snow plow patrol. They clear off the side streets...at 2am. At 2am for like a freaking hour!!!
I can handle the fire trucks and the cop cars and the occasional horn going off, but that stupid beep-beep back-up noise off and on for an hour?!!! I've tried sleeping with ear plugs in the past and frankly they hurt. I think I have small ear holes. I'm one of those weird people who can't wear the ear buds because they won't stay in...and if I try to make them, it hurts.
Somebody call the Wahmulance! Wah wah wah...so long story short, I don't recall the last time I slept through the night. Between the noise and my cats, it's not happening. I'm exhausted and spend my days at work trying not to fall asleep at my desk.
I know I've complained in the past about the loud banging noise in my bedroom. Yes, it still happens. I've given up trying to record it and frankly, as I've said I doubt seriously the management would do anything about it even if they could "hear it". HA!
Recently, since my world became a frozen tundra, I've heard this awful noise outside a few times a week that I thought was trash men. No idea why I thought it was the trash men other than the vehicle makes that awful back-up beep-beep noise. The other night, it was like 2am and that stupid beep-beep noise was going on and on and on - for flipping ever! I was laying there thinking we don't have that many dumpsters! So I finally got up and looked out the window...no it's not the trash men. It is the 2am snow plow patrol. They clear off the side streets...at 2am. At 2am for like a freaking hour!!!
I can handle the fire trucks and the cop cars and the occasional horn going off, but that stupid beep-beep back-up noise off and on for an hour?!!! I've tried sleeping with ear plugs in the past and frankly they hurt. I think I have small ear holes. I'm one of those weird people who can't wear the ear buds because they won't stay in...and if I try to make them, it hurts.
Somebody call the Wahmulance! Wah wah wah...so long story short, I don't recall the last time I slept through the night. Between the noise and my cats, it's not happening. I'm exhausted and spend my days at work trying not to fall asleep at my desk.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
I'll have a nap for lunch
I'm a big whiny butt and took today off because I'm still not feeling well. Although, not really as I did do 2 conference calls and checked email throughout the day. But I was able to take one nap between them. Why can't we do this when we are in the office? Seriously, isn't it my choice what I want to do over lunch - shouldn't I be able to just put my head down and have a nap for lunch? I suppose I could go outside to my car and take a nap over lunch - if I lived in a normal climate location! Where I live I would freeze to death or die of carbon monoxide poisoning.
I'm also really annoyed about going to work tomorrow - on Inauguration Day. I think we should all have the day off for a national celebration. Not only did we have to work today (yes, I know I called in sick) on MLK Day, but we have to work tomorrow. AND at my work we blocked from streaming video on our computers, so we can't watch the inauguration either!! Seriously - they expect us to do work at work?! Ridiculous!
I'm also really annoyed about going to work tomorrow - on Inauguration Day. I think we should all have the day off for a national celebration. Not only did we have to work today (yes, I know I called in sick) on MLK Day, but we have to work tomorrow. AND at my work we blocked from streaming video on our computers, so we can't watch the inauguration either!! Seriously - they expect us to do work at work?! Ridiculous!
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Wheezy
I'm dying. I feel like crap. I've been sick off and on since the holidays. I'm tired of it. I thought I was getting better. I went to the doc on Thursday and he said everything looks fine. On Friday I started this bizarre wheezing cough and on Saturday I couldn't get out of bed. I slept most of the day Saturday. Taking a shower was exhausting.
Today I'm not much better. I'm sitting here trying not to pee my pants every time I have a coughing jag. I need to strip the bed and remake it - not looking forward to it. Just the thought of it makes me tired.
Then, to top it all off, I hear my beloved peanut butter is being recalled due to salmonella. Peanut butter is my go to food when I don't feel well, when I do feel well, basically anytime. I love peanut butter. In fact, I'm not sure I ate much of anything else for the first 6 years of my life. I'm actually very sad because my niece has yet to try peanut butter - she's not yet 3 years old and can't have it. We are all taking bets in the family as to whether or not she will like it. I'm obviously on the pro side. My sister-in-law didn't discover the wonders of the magical properties of a peanut butter and jelly sandwich until she was pregnant with my niece, so I'm thinking because of that my niece will love it. At least I hope so.
In my family we actually have a weird tradition of eating peanut butter. We eat chicken noodle soup with peanut butter on saltine crackers together. Not just together, but we float the peanut butter laden crackers in the chicken noodle soup.
Don't knock it til you try it. Does your family have any weird food traditions?
Today I'm not much better. I'm sitting here trying not to pee my pants every time I have a coughing jag. I need to strip the bed and remake it - not looking forward to it. Just the thought of it makes me tired.
Then, to top it all off, I hear my beloved peanut butter is being recalled due to salmonella. Peanut butter is my go to food when I don't feel well, when I do feel well, basically anytime. I love peanut butter. In fact, I'm not sure I ate much of anything else for the first 6 years of my life. I'm actually very sad because my niece has yet to try peanut butter - she's not yet 3 years old and can't have it. We are all taking bets in the family as to whether or not she will like it. I'm obviously on the pro side. My sister-in-law didn't discover the wonders of the magical properties of a peanut butter and jelly sandwich until she was pregnant with my niece, so I'm thinking because of that my niece will love it. At least I hope so.
In my family we actually have a weird tradition of eating peanut butter. We eat chicken noodle soup with peanut butter on saltine crackers together. Not just together, but we float the peanut butter laden crackers in the chicken noodle soup.
Don't knock it til you try it. Does your family have any weird food traditions?
Friday, January 16, 2009
+ZERO!!!
I'm so excited today! Not only is it a Friday - quite possibly the best day of the week next to Saturday, but today the temperatures were above ZERO!!! I know it sounds stupid, but I can handle temps until it hits the negative territory - especially if there is very little wind. But this past week has been the coldest week on record in January - natch. It always happens to me. We would move somewhere and everyone there would say, the weather hasn't been this bad in decades.
The one thing I'm not looking forward to, in spite of it being the weekend and on the plus side of zero, is more snow. I'm so flipping tired of snow. I always thought it could be too cold to snow...HA, living in the frozen tundra has taught me it doesn't matter the temp it will snow. It snows so much and it never gets above freezing - so it's snow piled up on top of snow ad nauseum. I hate driving on it - frozen snow combined with exhaust from vehicles creates black ice. So many accidents lately.
I didn't have much of a choice moving here, I needed the job. However, I really did like it in nicer weather. But all the natives lie to you. Winter doesn't last just a month longer...winter is flipping 6 months long! It's been so cold that my relatively new car, Martha - a 2007, wouldn't start on the first crank.
I've been trying not to complain about the cold, at least until February...but I never said I wouldn't complain about the snow. I hate snow. It sucks.
The one thing I'm not looking forward to, in spite of it being the weekend and on the plus side of zero, is more snow. I'm so flipping tired of snow. I always thought it could be too cold to snow...HA, living in the frozen tundra has taught me it doesn't matter the temp it will snow. It snows so much and it never gets above freezing - so it's snow piled up on top of snow ad nauseum. I hate driving on it - frozen snow combined with exhaust from vehicles creates black ice. So many accidents lately.
I didn't have much of a choice moving here, I needed the job. However, I really did like it in nicer weather. But all the natives lie to you. Winter doesn't last just a month longer...winter is flipping 6 months long! It's been so cold that my relatively new car, Martha - a 2007, wouldn't start on the first crank.
I've been trying not to complain about the cold, at least until February...but I never said I wouldn't complain about the snow. I hate snow. It sucks.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Saddle Sore
Last night I went to my second night of bootcamp. It was so intense. We did spinning and a bunch of other horrible things like lunges and push ups. I have never done spinning before - or should I say I have never spun before? We had to do this stupid "jumps" on the bike - where you stand up and peddle and then sit down and peddle over and over and over and over again. We did a total of 30 min plus the rest of the horrible stuff for 30 min.
And yes, duh, I'm sore. I don't necessarily mind having sore muscles (other than having to use the handicapped stall because it hurts too bad to sit on the toilet without using the handrail). Being sore is sometimes nice because you know you worked really hard. And I did. I was busting my fat ass.
But what sucks more than being sore, and speaking of my ass, I now have a sore hiney from the stupid spin bicycle seat. I need a flipping donut to sit on!
Then! The totally bizarro thing happened after we left the gym - someone stole all the spinning bikes from the gym!! From the location I go to and their other location! Isn't that crazy! I got an email from them this morning. So obviously my bootcamp is on hold until they resolve this...but it's so crazy. I have such a hard time believing this...those bikes aren't light and the gym is on the second floor of this old warehouse on the corner of an intersection.
Anyway, they better sort it out soon otherwise they better be giving me my moolah back.
And yes, duh, I'm sore. I don't necessarily mind having sore muscles (other than having to use the handicapped stall because it hurts too bad to sit on the toilet without using the handrail). Being sore is sometimes nice because you know you worked really hard. And I did. I was busting my fat ass.
But what sucks more than being sore, and speaking of my ass, I now have a sore hiney from the stupid spin bicycle seat. I need a flipping donut to sit on!
Then! The totally bizarro thing happened after we left the gym - someone stole all the spinning bikes from the gym!! From the location I go to and their other location! Isn't that crazy! I got an email from them this morning. So obviously my bootcamp is on hold until they resolve this...but it's so crazy. I have such a hard time believing this...those bikes aren't light and the gym is on the second floor of this old warehouse on the corner of an intersection.
Anyway, they better sort it out soon otherwise they better be giving me my moolah back.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Lamo Work Peeps
The last two companies I have worked at have had some seriously lame people who do not care about pop culture (gasp!). I seriously don't get it. All I want to do is watch the Golden Globes and show up to work the next day and talk about the best/worst dressed. I mean seriously, did you see Renee Zellweger last night? AND did Marisa Tomei steal Jerry Seinfeld's puffy shirt?
I NEED to talk about this! I need to share and dish and gossip and pretend like I know these people! Everyone I work with is completely LAME and does not watch much less does not care!!! UHHHHHHHH!!
Bunch of LOSERS!!!
I NEED to talk about this! I need to share and dish and gossip and pretend like I know these people! Everyone I work with is completely LAME and does not watch much less does not care!!! UHHHHHHHH!!
Bunch of LOSERS!!!
Friday, January 09, 2009
The Pink Sisters
So after a lot of thought this evening, I have a new plan! Get me to a nunnery!! It involves two things I've been looking for: job security and a man! I'm sure you are thinking there are no men in a nunnery...well, no there aren't, but it's worship of Jesus who was a man. See!
My mother said, but you would have to be celibate - and this is new to me how? Not to mention, I found a convent in Lincoln, Nebraska that wears a PINK habit!!! PINK! My signature color!
Check out the sisters! Love their habit - the pink. Not mention, they have 2 recreation periods - that's more than some kids get in school. AND they have a foozball table. I mean seriously, what else do you need?
Why didn't I think of this sooner?!
My mother said, but you would have to be celibate - and this is new to me how? Not to mention, I found a convent in Lincoln, Nebraska that wears a PINK habit!!! PINK! My signature color!
Check out the sisters! Love their habit - the pink. Not mention, they have 2 recreation periods - that's more than some kids get in school. AND they have a foozball table. I mean seriously, what else do you need?
Why didn't I think of this sooner?!
Lay Off
Unemloyment and lay offs. Not exactly news, however today it reached an all-time high 7.2%. Scary. Since September the economy has really sunk into the toilet. I have been laid off 3 times in my life. The first time everyone tells me I can't count as I was only 20 years old and it was my first real job. I beg to differ. I totally count it. Yes, I was young, yes it was my first job, but I was still sans job.
More recently I have been laid off 2 times in the last 2 years. July 2006 and March 2008. Lovely. The first time I was able to rebound incredibly quickly thanks to my brother. This last time, I was sans job for 6 months. 6 months! Trying to sell my house and get a job anywhere at the same time. Serioulsy one of the worst times of my life.
I have now relocated to new city with new job. However, thanks to the state of affairs, new company just went through a lay off right before the holidays - yes, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all of you. We heard we would take it quarter by quarter. Well, I guess the first quarter is turning out worse than the company thought as the next round is supposedly going to take place the first week of February and it will affect even more people than initially thought.
So, here I sit again...with the monkey on my back. Constantly looking over my shoulder worrying as to whether or not I will still be here after the first week in February. And then if I make it through that...will there be yet another round?
I know no job is "safe" any more these days and our states operate under "at will" employment rules so I could be canned just because they don't like the shoes I'm wearing that day (bad example, because my shoes rock). But seriously, I am so tired. I am so tired of constantly looking for a job. I just want a job. I want to do my job and get paid for it.
The signs don't look too good for me and my role to stick around - and thus far I'm batting 1,000. So I've started the process yet again of updating my resume and getting out on the job boards to see if anything is out there. There wasn't much this time of year last year and now it's even worse.
I'm not sure if I can handle it again emotionally. I'm so tempted to sell / get rid of all my belongings and move me and the cats to a deserted island somewhere. Care to join me?
More recently I have been laid off 2 times in the last 2 years. July 2006 and March 2008. Lovely. The first time I was able to rebound incredibly quickly thanks to my brother. This last time, I was sans job for 6 months. 6 months! Trying to sell my house and get a job anywhere at the same time. Serioulsy one of the worst times of my life.
I have now relocated to new city with new job. However, thanks to the state of affairs, new company just went through a lay off right before the holidays - yes, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all of you. We heard we would take it quarter by quarter. Well, I guess the first quarter is turning out worse than the company thought as the next round is supposedly going to take place the first week of February and it will affect even more people than initially thought.
So, here I sit again...with the monkey on my back. Constantly looking over my shoulder worrying as to whether or not I will still be here after the first week in February. And then if I make it through that...will there be yet another round?
I know no job is "safe" any more these days and our states operate under "at will" employment rules so I could be canned just because they don't like the shoes I'm wearing that day (bad example, because my shoes rock). But seriously, I am so tired. I am so tired of constantly looking for a job. I just want a job. I want to do my job and get paid for it.
The signs don't look too good for me and my role to stick around - and thus far I'm batting 1,000. So I've started the process yet again of updating my resume and getting out on the job boards to see if anything is out there. There wasn't much this time of year last year and now it's even worse.
I'm not sure if I can handle it again emotionally. I'm so tempted to sell / get rid of all my belongings and move me and the cats to a deserted island somewhere. Care to join me?
Monday, January 05, 2009
Wovel - not your shovel variety.
I'm an NPR addict. It's really all I listen to these days. I'm so ridiculously addicted to it that I will debate with my friends my favorite shows and journalists. The fact that I admit I listen to Sci-Fri, Wait Wait Don't Tell Me and now I've moved to the home of Prairie Home Companion is insane!!
So today on NPR I heard a story about the newest, ever yet evolving Internet that I found very appealing - I think it will also appeal to my SIL immensely.
We have blogs, and twitters and all kinds of new ways of communicating. Now we have "wovels". That's right wovels - web novels. According to NPR a wovel is: The Wovel: Literary Alternative To Browsing Blogs.
While Victoria Blake was working as an editor at Dark Horse Comics, she used breaks from work to surf the Web. "I noticed that I was using my random 10 minutes in between tasks to go to gawker.com, which is my favorite media gossip site," she says. "I realized that if I provided prose — fiction — that I would want to read, myself ... that I would use those 10 minutes to read prose, not gossip."
In that vein she came up with the idea of Wovels. “A wovel is a web novel. There's an installment every Monday. At the end of every installment, there's a binary plot branch point with a vote button at the end.” Victoria Blake.
I seriously want to know why my SIL or I or either of our mom's did not come up with this idea as voraciously as we all read.
Side note - if you happen to Google "wovel", this is what you come up with:
World's Safest Snow Shovel
Perhaps they need a better name?
~Edited due to author's accidental publishing prior to finish.
So today on NPR I heard a story about the newest, ever yet evolving Internet that I found very appealing - I think it will also appeal to my SIL immensely.
We have blogs, and twitters and all kinds of new ways of communicating. Now we have "wovels". That's right wovels - web novels. According to NPR a wovel is: The Wovel: Literary Alternative To Browsing Blogs.
While Victoria Blake was working as an editor at Dark Horse Comics, she used breaks from work to surf the Web. "I noticed that I was using my random 10 minutes in between tasks to go to gawker.com, which is my favorite media gossip site," she says. "I realized that if I provided prose — fiction — that I would want to read, myself ... that I would use those 10 minutes to read prose, not gossip."
In that vein she came up with the idea of Wovels. “A wovel is a web novel. There's an installment every Monday. At the end of every installment, there's a binary plot branch point with a vote button at the end.” Victoria Blake.
I seriously want to know why my SIL or I or either of our mom's did not come up with this idea as voraciously as we all read.
Side note - if you happen to Google "wovel", this is what you come up with:
World's Safest Snow Shovel
Perhaps they need a better name?
~Edited due to author's accidental publishing prior to finish.
Sunday, January 04, 2009
Update on Noise
So last night and this morning I tried to record the noise on my camera with no luck. Sigh...on a brighter note, I was finally able to get some good sleep between the banging noise. I made my homemade chicken and rice soup and I have no idea what makes it so awesome - other than me clearly - but it really makes me feel better. My left tonsil was swollen and huge and sore this morning and now after eating my soup it's much better.
It's a lot of work, but for some reason it works better than just opening a can of Campbell's - which I do like as well. And today was quite possibly the best batch I have ever made.
I have no idea why I tend to get sick on the weekends or during holiday. I feel like all I have done is sleep since I went on vacation for Christmas. And now I'm off to take a nap.
It's a lot of work, but for some reason it works better than just opening a can of Campbell's - which I do like as well. And today was quite possibly the best batch I have ever made.
I have no idea why I tend to get sick on the weekends or during holiday. I feel like all I have done is sleep since I went on vacation for Christmas. And now I'm off to take a nap.
Saturday, January 03, 2009
Bring in da noise
I moved to new city back in August. I was so excited about my new apartment. The first week I was camping out on a blow up mattress until my stuff arrived. I love the location and the views. All was going well for about the first week and then right before my stuff arrived, I was in the master bedroom and was woken up by a loud banging noise. Keep in mind, it was about midnight and I heard this noise over the wall-unit A/C.
At first I thought it was my next door neighbors getting it on...but if that's what is happening no one is having any fun as there is no real rhythm to it. You get a few "bangs" and then a break for like 5 minutes and then a few random "bangs".
The management of the building offers a lot of assistance and support except in my noise case. I have complained at least once a month consistently since I moved in. This last time I was pleading with them as it is seriously ruining the quality of my life. Every flipping morning and evening I hear this noise. I find it very difficult to believe that no one else hears this noise but me.
Management response is due to the face that the noise happens during the hours when they are not here there is nothing they can do about it. Basically they can't do anything if they can't hear the noise to try to identify it. It is not my next door neighbors because the room that is on their side is used as a study only, nothing more. Also, they have heard the noise occasionally but they don't use that room that much.
Needless to say I'm very upset. I pay a considerable amount of money for this place to have it be ruined by this noise and I feel a bit like the Princess and the Pea - I don't think management really believes me about the noise.
I've been trying to figure out a way to record the noise - this morning it was awful. To top it off, I'm sick. I can barely sleep anyway because I'm so congested I can't breathe. Now I get woken up by loud banging.
This is all leading me to make the decision that I will move when my lease is up. *&)*(&)*&)*&^&^%^&%^$%^&^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am pissed. I HATE moving. This time I will have to move myself - it's not like I will have packers and movers and blah blah blah. I'm so upset. Sigh...and frankly even if I can record the noise and have management listen to it, odds are they will say there is still nothing they can do about it!
All this has lead me to not want to finish decorating - why bother. I'm leaving in 8 months. But the other part of me wants to use my hammer at 2am and hope that the noise of it reverberates down through all the apartments and the entire community complains! ARGH!
At first I thought it was my next door neighbors getting it on...but if that's what is happening no one is having any fun as there is no real rhythm to it. You get a few "bangs" and then a break for like 5 minutes and then a few random "bangs".
The management of the building offers a lot of assistance and support except in my noise case. I have complained at least once a month consistently since I moved in. This last time I was pleading with them as it is seriously ruining the quality of my life. Every flipping morning and evening I hear this noise. I find it very difficult to believe that no one else hears this noise but me.
Management response is due to the face that the noise happens during the hours when they are not here there is nothing they can do about it. Basically they can't do anything if they can't hear the noise to try to identify it. It is not my next door neighbors because the room that is on their side is used as a study only, nothing more. Also, they have heard the noise occasionally but they don't use that room that much.
Needless to say I'm very upset. I pay a considerable amount of money for this place to have it be ruined by this noise and I feel a bit like the Princess and the Pea - I don't think management really believes me about the noise.
I've been trying to figure out a way to record the noise - this morning it was awful. To top it off, I'm sick. I can barely sleep anyway because I'm so congested I can't breathe. Now I get woken up by loud banging.
This is all leading me to make the decision that I will move when my lease is up. *&)*(&)*&)*&^&^%^&%^$%^&^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am pissed. I HATE moving. This time I will have to move myself - it's not like I will have packers and movers and blah blah blah. I'm so upset. Sigh...and frankly even if I can record the noise and have management listen to it, odds are they will say there is still nothing they can do about it!
All this has lead me to not want to finish decorating - why bother. I'm leaving in 8 months. But the other part of me wants to use my hammer at 2am and hope that the noise of it reverberates down through all the apartments and the entire community complains! ARGH!
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Eye of the Tiger
I made it through my first bootcamp class and I can barely move. It was an hour of interval training. We had 6 stations. At each station you have 2 exercises. You get a total of 8 minutes at each station and 4 minutes to do each exercise.
The first station was a lovely combo of "burpees" and "mountain climbers". I'm not really sure who names these things, but they should have been called "hurl" and "puke". Just a suggestion. I guess I'm lucky we didn't have to do suicides tonight.
However we did have to do walking lunges and squat jumps next. Bicycle crunches, cherry picker crunches and side plank yoga poses. Then, we move on to bicep and tricep crunches. To end on my all time fav...jumping rope and squats.
I have to say I was quite proud of myself. I did all of the stations and I actually jumped rope! I was trying not to pee my pants the entire time I was doing it, but I did it! Obviously not for 4 minutes straight - we all know I'm not that coordinated, but still.
I'm trying to stay motivated and encouraged. A friend told me I should have gone for a walk yesterday to work out the kinks. Instead I went to a New Year's Eve party and danced my ass off for 2+ hours straight. I think that qualifies as a workout.
Now I really can't move. Thank goodness I can hold onto my vanity in the loo to sit on the toilet. Sheesh.
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On a completely random note. Have you seen this stupid advert for DVDs to watch TRAINS? That's right, trains. You can watch all sorts of random trains as they ride on their tracks...I don't get it. I mean, I sort of get the whole train-set fascination and the hobby, but why on earth would you want to watch trains on a DVD? It didn't even look like it was some sort of documentary on how trains work - just watching them. Like it is train porn.
I won't even go into the stupid "slanket/snuggie" thing either. Seriously, is it that difficult to deal with a blanket?
The first station was a lovely combo of "burpees" and "mountain climbers". I'm not really sure who names these things, but they should have been called "hurl" and "puke". Just a suggestion. I guess I'm lucky we didn't have to do suicides tonight.
However we did have to do walking lunges and squat jumps next. Bicycle crunches, cherry picker crunches and side plank yoga poses. Then, we move on to bicep and tricep crunches. To end on my all time fav...jumping rope and squats.
I have to say I was quite proud of myself. I did all of the stations and I actually jumped rope! I was trying not to pee my pants the entire time I was doing it, but I did it! Obviously not for 4 minutes straight - we all know I'm not that coordinated, but still.
I'm trying to stay motivated and encouraged. A friend told me I should have gone for a walk yesterday to work out the kinks. Instead I went to a New Year's Eve party and danced my ass off for 2+ hours straight. I think that qualifies as a workout.
Now I really can't move. Thank goodness I can hold onto my vanity in the loo to sit on the toilet. Sheesh.
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On a completely random note. Have you seen this stupid advert for DVDs to watch TRAINS? That's right, trains. You can watch all sorts of random trains as they ride on their tracks...I don't get it. I mean, I sort of get the whole train-set fascination and the hobby, but why on earth would you want to watch trains on a DVD? It didn't even look like it was some sort of documentary on how trains work - just watching them. Like it is train porn.
I won't even go into the stupid "slanket/snuggie" thing either. Seriously, is it that difficult to deal with a blanket?
Monday, December 29, 2008
Going to bootcamp is certifiable
I'm chubby. I've said it before and I can say it now. I HATE working out. I HATE sweating. I LOVE food. I haven't met too many foods that I don't LOVE - or even LURVE. However, it's pretty ridiculous how badly I've let myself go. I used to be quite the knock-out and now...we'll just say I now have some huge knockers.
My SIL's mother, who I adore, has inspired me to lose weight. As she literally worked her ass off over the last 3 - 4 months and I'm insanely jealous. I have no excuses now. I was using the fact that I was getting my MBA as an excuse...yeah right. Basically I can make anything into an excuse.
So here is the main reason: I'm trying to decide if I'm going to attend my 20 year High School reunion. EEEEKKK! 20 years!!! WTF?! Seriously! Where did the time go? We had a 5 year - ridiculous, half of the people were still in university. We had a 10 year - I was conveniently living in Japan at the time. Sorry folks, not paying to fly back. Now...my excuse is I'm fat. And frankly I don't know if I'm up to the questions...why aren't you married? why no kids? why are you fat? gee, you really let yourself go. Sigh...and I'm sure everyone is thinking I'm gay. If I was gay, I would be the first person to say it loud and proud, but I'm not.
So, I'm starting an 8 week bootcamp in January at a fitness center near me. I'm totally bugging out about it. I'm going tomorrow night to try out a class for free. We'll see if I can manage without keeling over. I'm actually more worried about my asthma than I am as to whether or not my fat ass can keep up.
Because an 8 week bootcamp is clearly not enough pressure for me, I have am also going to enroll in a 12 week human resources certification program starting in February. If I can make it to April significantly thinner with a certification in hand, it will be a miracle.
But I figure after all I've been through these last two years, between getting laid off twice, getting my MBA and selling my house and moving...I can do anything. I hope.
My SIL's mother, who I adore, has inspired me to lose weight. As she literally worked her ass off over the last 3 - 4 months and I'm insanely jealous. I have no excuses now. I was using the fact that I was getting my MBA as an excuse...yeah right. Basically I can make anything into an excuse.
So here is the main reason: I'm trying to decide if I'm going to attend my 20 year High School reunion. EEEEKKK! 20 years!!! WTF?! Seriously! Where did the time go? We had a 5 year - ridiculous, half of the people were still in university. We had a 10 year - I was conveniently living in Japan at the time. Sorry folks, not paying to fly back. Now...my excuse is I'm fat. And frankly I don't know if I'm up to the questions...why aren't you married? why no kids? why are you fat? gee, you really let yourself go. Sigh...and I'm sure everyone is thinking I'm gay. If I was gay, I would be the first person to say it loud and proud, but I'm not.
So, I'm starting an 8 week bootcamp in January at a fitness center near me. I'm totally bugging out about it. I'm going tomorrow night to try out a class for free. We'll see if I can manage without keeling over. I'm actually more worried about my asthma than I am as to whether or not my fat ass can keep up.
Because an 8 week bootcamp is clearly not enough pressure for me, I have am also going to enroll in a 12 week human resources certification program starting in February. If I can make it to April significantly thinner with a certification in hand, it will be a miracle.
But I figure after all I've been through these last two years, between getting laid off twice, getting my MBA and selling my house and moving...I can do anything. I hope.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Have You Ever?
A new version:
Bold the things you've done. Stolen from my SIL.
1. Started your own blog - DUH.
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band - high school band geek
4. Visited Hawaii
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland/world
8. Climbed a mountain
9. Held a praying mantis
10. Sang a solo - in the shower every morning.
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning - just this past week.
17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty - wasn't open when I lived there.
18. Grown your own vegetables
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train - well I couldn't sleep, but it was overnight.
21. Had a pillow fight
22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
24. Built a snow fort - nope, does a sofa fort count?
25. Held a lamb
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Run a marathon
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice - does a water taxi count?
29. Seen a total eclipse
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset
31. Hit a home run
32. Been on a cruise - down the Yangtze River
33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Seen an Amish community - met an Amish lady recently.
36. Taught yourself a new language
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied - nope
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing - I know, a bit surprising for me.
40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
41. Sung karaoke
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited Africa
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance
47. Had your portrait painted/drawn - does a caricature count?
48. Gone deep sea fishing
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling - PADI certified
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Been in a movie
56. Visited the Great Wall of China - with my Mom!
57. Started a business
58. Taken a martial arts class - kendo and judo with my students
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout cookies
62. Gone whale watching
63. Got flowers for no reason
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
67. Bounced a check - sadly
68. Flown in a helicopter
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
71. Eaten Caviar - YUM
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood in Times Square
74. Toured the Everglades - drove through Aligator Alley
75. Been fired from a job - nope but laid off too many times now
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
77. Broken a bone - snowboarding
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Read the entire Bible
86. Visited the White House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
88. Had chickenpox
89. Saved someone’s life
90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one
94. Had a baby
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
97. Been involved in a lawsuit
98. Owned a cell phone
99. Been stung by a bee - on my elbow
100. Read an entire book in one day - as often as possible
Bold the things you've done. Stolen from my SIL.
1. Started your own blog - DUH.
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band - high school band geek
4. Visited Hawaii
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland/world
8. Climbed a mountain
9. Held a praying mantis
10. Sang a solo - in the shower every morning.
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning - just this past week.
17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty - wasn't open when I lived there.
18. Grown your own vegetables
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train - well I couldn't sleep, but it was overnight.
21. Had a pillow fight
22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
24. Built a snow fort - nope, does a sofa fort count?
25. Held a lamb
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Run a marathon
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice - does a water taxi count?
29. Seen a total eclipse
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset
31. Hit a home run
32. Been on a cruise - down the Yangtze River
33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Seen an Amish community - met an Amish lady recently.
36. Taught yourself a new language
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied - nope
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing - I know, a bit surprising for me.
40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
41. Sung karaoke
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited Africa
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance
47. Had your portrait painted/drawn - does a caricature count?
48. Gone deep sea fishing
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling - PADI certified
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Been in a movie
56. Visited the Great Wall of China - with my Mom!
57. Started a business
58. Taken a martial arts class - kendo and judo with my students
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout cookies
62. Gone whale watching
63. Got flowers for no reason
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
67. Bounced a check - sadly
68. Flown in a helicopter
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
71. Eaten Caviar - YUM
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood in Times Square
74. Toured the Everglades - drove through Aligator Alley
75. Been fired from a job - nope but laid off too many times now
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
77. Broken a bone - snowboarding
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Read the entire Bible
86. Visited the White House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
88. Had chickenpox
89. Saved someone’s life
90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one
94. Had a baby
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
97. Been involved in a lawsuit
98. Owned a cell phone
99. Been stung by a bee - on my elbow
100. Read an entire book in one day - as often as possible
FB
I used to think social networking sites were just for teens and tweens, but recently it seems I am now on one of them, Facebook. Facebook is a bit more discreet than MySpace as you can hide your page until you actually agree to "friend" someone.
Basically it's all curiosity killed the cat for me. A trip down memory lane to see who is married, what they are doing, how many kids they have, etc...it's interesting at times and odd at others. Recently, I've had an ex-boyfriend who I still think on fondly, that I dated in high school look me up. I can't figure out how he found me as we don't have any friends in common and we are not in the same groups on Facebook. Regardless it is fun to see that he is doing well and about to get married. All of my ex-boyfriends are getting married or are recently just married within the last few years and are starting families.
However, I also got a "friend" request from someone who's name seemed familiar but I could not place. So I said yes to the friend request as I have gone to 3 different high schools and have moved around so much I can't remember everyone. I have a lot of so-called "friends" on FB that I have no idea who they are but supposedly I went to school with them. I suppose it's flattering that they remember me, but I don't remember them and I can't find my yearbooks any longer to look them up.
The recent friend request is from BF. I was on FB today and BF used the instant message system via FB to write me. He immediately said, I bet you have no idea who I am - I'm like BINGO. So instead of just telling me like a normal person, he wants me to try to figure it out...ugh. So supposedly we met one night and had a smooch - clearly it was meaningless to me as I can't place him. I looked at his profile on FB and saw the fraternity he is with and was like, I didn't know any X's! So anyway, long story short guy wants to know if I'm divorced or gay - gee thanks, and then why I'm not married. Sigh...then asks if I've gained 200 pounds. Is that the reason I have no photos of myself online? Partly, yes. Haven't gained 200 pounds, but I don't want my photo up. Then asks repeatedly for me to send a photo. NOPE. The conversation was a bit odd as he is married with 2 children and I clearly have no memory of him. It kind of creeped me out.
This is why I dislike FB and why I don't have any photos of myself up. It's bad enough people are finding me now - people I don't necessarily want to find me without photos - with, forget it. I know you are thinking then just don't accept the "friend" request...well, I had no idea...like I said, I could have been friends with him and just forgotten...I suppose I can unfriend him if he creeps me out again.
Do you have a former crush who you are dying to find again?
Basically it's all curiosity killed the cat for me. A trip down memory lane to see who is married, what they are doing, how many kids they have, etc...it's interesting at times and odd at others. Recently, I've had an ex-boyfriend who I still think on fondly, that I dated in high school look me up. I can't figure out how he found me as we don't have any friends in common and we are not in the same groups on Facebook. Regardless it is fun to see that he is doing well and about to get married. All of my ex-boyfriends are getting married or are recently just married within the last few years and are starting families.
However, I also got a "friend" request from someone who's name seemed familiar but I could not place. So I said yes to the friend request as I have gone to 3 different high schools and have moved around so much I can't remember everyone. I have a lot of so-called "friends" on FB that I have no idea who they are but supposedly I went to school with them. I suppose it's flattering that they remember me, but I don't remember them and I can't find my yearbooks any longer to look them up.
The recent friend request is from BF. I was on FB today and BF used the instant message system via FB to write me. He immediately said, I bet you have no idea who I am - I'm like BINGO. So instead of just telling me like a normal person, he wants me to try to figure it out...ugh. So supposedly we met one night and had a smooch - clearly it was meaningless to me as I can't place him. I looked at his profile on FB and saw the fraternity he is with and was like, I didn't know any X's! So anyway, long story short guy wants to know if I'm divorced or gay - gee thanks, and then why I'm not married. Sigh...then asks if I've gained 200 pounds. Is that the reason I have no photos of myself online? Partly, yes. Haven't gained 200 pounds, but I don't want my photo up. Then asks repeatedly for me to send a photo. NOPE. The conversation was a bit odd as he is married with 2 children and I clearly have no memory of him. It kind of creeped me out.
This is why I dislike FB and why I don't have any photos of myself up. It's bad enough people are finding me now - people I don't necessarily want to find me without photos - with, forget it. I know you are thinking then just don't accept the "friend" request...well, I had no idea...like I said, I could have been friends with him and just forgotten...I suppose I can unfriend him if he creeps me out again.
Do you have a former crush who you are dying to find again?
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Don't worry, I have a MBA.
I'm so excited! This Saturday I will officially have my MBA!!! I finished my classes in October and managed to finish with a 4.0 GPA! This Saturday I go back to "walk" for the graduation ceremony.
I didn't walk for my bachelor's degree for a variety of reasons, the major one was my parents had just separated and divorced but also I had just moved to NYC and didn't want to go back. This ceremony really means more to me. Out of anyone in my family I was probably the last person that would have gone back to school. I still can't believe I stuck with it. For 22 long months I spent most evening studying. I now come home and it's weird not to have a paper to write or an exam to study for...now I get to do nothing! My favorite activity.
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
Monday, December 08, 2008
Blammed?
Okay, I know I've been crap about writing this blog, however, as I don't believe anyone reads it, what difference does it make? It's only for me anyway, to rant and rave about whatever I feel like raving and ranting about that day.
I came back today to actually write something (I forgot now, probably more travel woes) only to see there were two comments on my last post almost a month ago. I knew there had been one comment. My SIL - she is the only one who comments on my posts. So I was suprised to see a second one. Well...color me surprised as I just got spammed on my blog. Here is the second comment:
Fortune Park Hotels Ltd said...
Bangalore is having a very strong contender as far as its IT development is concerned in the form of its neighboring city Hyderabad. The increasing number of hotels reservation, business hotels, and airport hotels very aptly point towards this fact. Business is booming in this city and hence travelers are increasing. Today Hyderabad is as much known as an IT hub as it was famous as a tourist destination. The fact that the rates are comparatively cheaper in this place has also helped in attracting business at a fast rate to this south Indian city.
4:31 AM
Really? Really? Occasionally I do check SiteMinder to see where people might be reading my blog...apparently they aren't reading my blog, they are trying to advertise on it! Unbeknownst to them, no one reads my blog!! They lose!
So what would being spammed on a blog comments be called? Blammed?
I came back today to actually write something (I forgot now, probably more travel woes) only to see there were two comments on my last post almost a month ago. I knew there had been one comment. My SIL - she is the only one who comments on my posts. So I was suprised to see a second one. Well...color me surprised as I just got spammed on my blog. Here is the second comment:
Fortune Park Hotels Ltd said...
Bangalore is having a very strong contender as far as its IT development is concerned in the form of its neighboring city Hyderabad. The increasing number of hotels reservation, business hotels, and airport hotels very aptly point towards this fact. Business is booming in this city and hence travelers are increasing. Today Hyderabad is as much known as an IT hub as it was famous as a tourist destination. The fact that the rates are comparatively cheaper in this place has also helped in attracting business at a fast rate to this south Indian city.
4:31 AM
Really? Really? Occasionally I do check SiteMinder to see where people might be reading my blog...apparently they aren't reading my blog, they are trying to advertise on it! Unbeknownst to them, no one reads my blog!! They lose!
So what would being spammed on a blog comments be called? Blammed?
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