Last night I was bored and surfing the internet. Who the heck came up with surfing for the verb of using the internet anyway? But I digress, so I decided to Google old boyfriends. Dumb dumb dumb. Curiosity killed the cat and all that...so one of my ex-boyfriends, I guess the one that I wonder about the most - you know playing the "what if" game, got married last month. Nice photo from their wedding online. I don't have regrets per se, I just stupidly play the "what if" game...what if I never moved to Japan, what if I moved back to NYC when I returned from Japan...blah blah blah. So then comes the cliches...well, it just wasn't meant to be...sigh. I'm not sure I wanted it to "be" with him...but it would be nice if he at least pined away and suffered for a while over me.
Sometimes you get the answer you didn't want.
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